Kino Caliwag - If I Die (Official Video)

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I’ve lost and I’ve loved

I count my chicks before they hatch

I walk down the windy road

Bankrupt, forced to sell my calf

Cuz you took more than half

I pray these magic beans

Grow into a golden goose

I just hope my dreams come true

I woke up in New York City

A city that I’d never been

Never been oh so lonely

I woke up without any friends

I woke up in Mississippi

A state that’s well known for the blues

This hellish heat’s so unholy

I’m glued to the couch with some booze

Pinch me if I’m dreamin

It don’t feel like fairytales

Maybe I’m still sleeping

Cuz none of this feels real

It seems like yesterday

I was happily a loverboy

But now I’m just a boy

Please give your mom my regards

Because she was great

Your pops too, but now I’ve gotta navigate

Some new rules, new life, new streets ahead

I’ve gotta keep moving

Or I’ll wind up dead

Maybe I’ll ride a donkey

Keep some bees, and sip some wine

Nothing but open roads now

Filled with pink and purple skies

Heaven knows I’ll try

Tell some kids I find

To stay in school and try to relax

Don’t forget to touch some grass

I’ll mold a mug from clay

And listen to some jazz

I wanna climb a tree

And then maybe I’ll take a nap

I’ll learn another language

One you don’t already know

Paint sunsets on a canvas

And then put it up for show

For show, for show

Fosho Fosho

Fosho Fosho

Anak,

Sometimes you have to enjoy life

Kasi you work so hard 

And then what do you have to show for it

Stop and smell the roses with your loved ones

You only have so long to live

Everything will be alright

I love you

If I die

I hope you know

Not to come to my funeral cuz it hurt

And I never wanna see you again

This includes this life, and the next life

We were bonded by trauma, but now that it's done

I'm glad you weren't the one

Please nullify my karmic contract

I learned so much through no contact

Cut the red string, I'm done suffering, I returned the ring

Let me do my own thing

Please

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

And set me free

Let me be

Set me Free

Let me be

News for you

I drink now

But somehow my liver has normal ALT

Oh life is so sweet

Those friends I made you

You can keep them

I know you need them more than me

I know you get lonely

I defied my father for you

I just wanna see him proud

Life is starting to get easy again

I see clearer with no clouds

Now let me go 

Let me go

Let me go

let me go

And set me free

Let me be

Set me Free

Let me be

Hope you enjoy your life

I gave ya my best try

I know I'll be alright

I'll grow alone

And that's just fine

I see you found a new source baby

Now you don't have to force a love, 

My love

Do they bring you happiness

I wish you the best

I've finally learned to let you go

But I must confess

I didn't wanna win the war

The war of I love you mosts

I wonder if you cried my love

When you said goodbye